My boyfriend may lose discord tomorrow and that's the only way I can talk to him and yes we've tried everything he doesn't have a phone number cus he doesn't have a card thingy in his phone and yes I did ask him to try newgrounds it was blocked so ya hopefully he doesn't lose it cus he was a perfect match I love him so much he means more then enything to me he plays destiny 2 and he said for his funeral he wants the music to beyond light from destiny 2 so if you can play it to keep his memory alive I'm hoping so much that I'm overreacting and he's back tomorrow but idk I miss him already I love you 3000 theya (that's there name and yes I am breaking down) hopefully the plan 2 works with his mom but if not this will change me forever I can feel his hand on mine saying it's going to be okay I really hope so I enjoy every second of our conversations it was like God made him I wish him infinite happiness if I can't give that to him myself <3 my cat seems sad to cus I take pictures of him and show theya him and I say "hey ima take a picture for mama!" And theya before they went to bed said to the gato I love you I love them so much it makes me so sad I may not get to live the rest of my life with them but there's still a chance and I'm hoping on It gn everyone I'll update you in the morning wish my boyfriend good luck!